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[Tuesday
October 6th, 2009 at 7:16pm] |
This picture is making me laugh and laugh and laugh. And I don't know why because it isn't even that funny! I love shit like that! When something little makes you laugh I love to laugh it feels like being horizontal omg I want to be horizontal all the time
I should really do homework. Too bad I don't care. Also, somehow doing classwork the hour before it's due has somehow earned me 5 A's and a B. What the fuck?
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[Sunday
September 20th, 2009 at 6:59pm] |
I have decided that I am auditioning for the part of Vice Principal Douglas Panch in the Second Stage Play. How have I been studying for my read? By watching Mo Rocca videos, of course.
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[Saturday
September 19th, 2009 at 6:30pm] |
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[Tuesday
September 8th, 2009 at 12:56pm] |
I can feel it setting in already. The apathy. One hour ago, I said to my mother, "I'm going upstairs to do my homework now!" Then I unpacked my backpack and check out my planner to see what I had to do. Then I became discouraged and checked facebook for a while. Then I remembered that I wanted to look for a new desk for my room, so I spent some time looking for the IKEA catalog, then proceeding to flip through the workspace section (I found a red on I like, btw). Then I went back on the computer to see if I had any new facebook notifications, and to write this on livejournal. Now a nap is sounding really kick azz, so I will maybe do that. And oh! I was going to clean up my room today, so that's something!
My open planner and stack of books is still sitting at my feet. At least I can acknowledge it, you know?
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[Saturday
August 29th, 2009 at 8:00pm] |
Whoa, I'm feeling really weird right now, like, I can't even explain it! Like, I don't know! It's like a combination of the following things:
-Excitement. Like the kind I might have felt the night before Christmas, or how the night before my family leaves for Cedar Point when I was little. Like, you just cant wait for the next day to begin because it's going to be so exciting and you just want today to be fucking over with already.
-Frustration. I think this might be because the above examples aren't going to happen, although the relationship in my head between the two isn't completely clear so far. I feel like I need to do something or something needs to happen to me, but I don't know what. I just need it to!!
-Sadness. Not the kind that you feel when you're grieving, but more like a stomach ache caused by your thoughts and emotions, you know? A little hopeless and a little annoying.
-Exhaustion. I'm so fucking tired!
-Confusion. I can't explain this one because if I could it wouldn't be one here. I'm just unable to understand any of what I'm feeling so far.
This strange new feeling is excited by the following thoughts and subjects:
-Applying for/going on exchange
-School Starting
-My iPod
-Work ending next week
I'm so confused, man.
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