jack

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 23:18:15 GMT

This picture is making me laugh and laugh and laugh. And I don't know why because it isn't even that funny! I love shit like that! When something little makes you laugh I love to laugh it feels like being horizontal omg I want to be horizontal all the time

I should really do homework. Too bad I don't care. Also, somehow doing classwork the hour before it's due has somehow earned me 5 A's and a B. What the fuck?

Sun, 20 Sep 2009 23:00:52 GMT

I have decided that I am auditioning for the part of Vice Principal Douglas Panch in the Second Stage Play. How have I been studying for my read? By watching Mo Rocca videos, of course.

Sat, 19 Sep 2009 22:30:47 GMT

Tue, 08 Sep 2009 17:01:37 GMT

I can feel it setting in already. The apathy. One hour ago, I said to my mother, "I'm going upstairs to do my homework now!" Then I unpacked my backpack and check out my planner to see what I had to do. Then I became discouraged and checked facebook for a while. Then I remembered that I wanted to look for a new desk for my room, so I spent some time looking for the IKEA catalog, then proceeding to flip through the workspace section (I found a red on I like, btw). Then I went back on the computer to see if I had any new facebook notifications, and to write this on livejournal. Now a nap is sounding really kick azz, so I will maybe do that. And oh! I was going to clean up my room today, so that's something!

My open planner and stack of books is still sitting at my feet. At least I can acknowledge it, you know?

Sun, 30 Aug 2009 00:07:58 GMT

Whoa, I'm feeling really weird right now, like, I can't even explain it! Like, I don't know! It's like a combination of the following things:

-Excitement. Like the kind I might have felt the night before Christmas, or how the night before my family leaves for Cedar Point when I was little. Like, you just cant wait for the next day to begin because it's going to be so exciting and you just want today to be fucking over with already.
-Frustration. I think this might be because the above examples aren't going to happen, although the relationship in my head between the two isn't completely clear so far. I feel like I need to do something or something needs to happen to me, but I don't know what. I just need it to!!
-Sadness. Not the kind that you feel when you're grieving, but more like a stomach ache caused by your thoughts and emotions, you know? A little hopeless and a little annoying.
-Exhaustion. I'm so fucking tired!
-Confusion. I can't explain this one because if I could it wouldn't be one here. I'm just unable to understand any of what I'm feeling so far.

This strange new feeling is excited by the following thoughts and subjects:

-Applying for/going on exchange
-School Starting
-My iPod
-Work ending next week

I'm so confused, man.

Thu, 27 Aug 2009 22:19:09 GMT

I'm very bored with my life! Here is what I did today:

-Wake up
-Shower
-Drive
-Watch children play dodge ball
-Lead children through the forest
-Ride a bus
-Watch children play board games
-Drive
-Now I'm here and I don't want to go out because I'm so tired and stuff.

:/

Also, about once a year, I am tempted with the thought of moving. And that time for this year is now. I really can't explain it, but my thoughts and daydreams are constantly occupied with visions of my parents telling me that we're moving to a small town between Seattle and Tacoma, Washington and then leaving everything behind and starting over. Think of how much this would give me to do! I would paint/redecorate my room, I would have to become accustomed to a new setting and change all my clocks forward. I would have a new school and I would have to meet new people. It just sounds like I would never be bored and I could have a clean slate and nothing would really matter. But this is selfish and I know I would feels lots of regrets and things. But it's nice to daydream about because in a daydream, you needn't feel regret or sadness because when you come back to reality everything is the same.

Obligatory Class Schedule Post:

Wed, 26 Aug 2009 21:50:11 GMT

UN: Psych - Hart
DEUX: Français 4 - Lennington (farewell, Crystal D:)
TROIS: CaLcUlUs - Guinta (score!)
QUATRE: AP Artz - Martin
CINQ: Debate - Andridge (how the fuck did this happen? lolz)
SIX: Yearbook! - Goody Gee (double score!)

I'm super pleased with this because 1. I got a good math teacher and I totz deserve that after last year 2. because I only change schools twice throughout the day. Whoo! Senior year! I think Mr. Martin usually has A-lunch, but idk for sure. And also, is anyone going to PHS-SHS for 3rd hour or SHS-PHS for 5th? I need a walking partner!

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Sat, 21 Jan 2006 00:31:08 GMT

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